Perks and Art

Sorry no perks yesterday. It seems I was straight up struggling with classic exhaustion. Life will need some balancing lmao.

Will be finishing a batch today as I’ve been given the next 2 days to stay home.

Thanks for the Asks

They helped me kill some very stressful hours this morning. My mother’s scans have come back with some bad news but they want further testing. So we aren’t out of the woods completely. BUT we assume or take assurance that it’s not life-threatening at this point because of lack of urgency. Now we wait again.

NOW back to work for me! ❤️

Excuse the shitty camera but my OverWatch Wife just came home to me.

But now I need another shelf. My Bethesda/Fallout is going to grow again, I already took the Skyrim stuff off and my StarWars/Alien is too big for its lil bitty space. So they have been moved. /sad

Happy Chica is Happy. her Fallout Vault Crate came in. has new fave cup that I swear if anyone breaks I will kill. I promise it’ll be newsworthy.

I almost feel like me again. I’m much less hostile/angry but now sad because I didn’t draw a single thing yesterday.

Someone please tell my muse its safe to come back.

Every time LoL

I can’t be late even when I try. Lunch date at 1230… drive slow, take my time… still show up 20 minutes early.

Things I hear about my anxiety over time: It’s a good habit. It’s polite. Means you have good manners. That’s not a bad disorder.

Okay, tell me that again when I’m physically sicking up over even the thought of being late.

I’m still 10 minutes early and can’t stand sitting in the car another minute.

Edit. Of course my friend hasn’t even left her house. Yay. I need new friends.

I’m so seriously tired I want to cry. Missed 2 days of Psyc and walked right into a 2 chapter exam. I have no fucks I was that tired. Professor even came by, patted me on the shoulder and told me not to over think things. God I love that woman so much. She’s an angel and letting me slide so hard this term.

Aced it, Didn’t choke the pig next to me, was told I could leave early. Not too bad a day so far.

Regardless of what grades I’m about to get, midterms are done. I can draw again and I’m splurging on some overpriced sugary coffee.

Upside, my old art prof said I can use the studio anytime on Fridays.

My heart is happy and my brain is napping now.

This week is so wonky with studies, I almost forgot to say THANK YOU to the amazing kind and talented @elidoo. It arrived safely and is getting much love.

This is what I have been sneaking peeks into between proctored exams so far, and loving it. Especially since I love trivia about games/stories that almost happened then didn’t.

Thank you so much. 💕

So midterms

I’ll be ghosting next week while rushing a few to do things this weekend. It’s not a break but I don’t want anyone thinking I am ignoring them or their tags.

This term is just really stressful and I was almost dropped TODAY for a mistake admissions made. I did get it straightened out and the Dean approved of the solution. Crisis avoided. I actually slept deep enough to dream.

Anyways, I’m going back in my corner. Xoxo